Across an Ocean of Dreams*

15.02.03 at 8:15 PM

Unsuccessful layouts.

Grr. I have made two new layouts for my diary today but I do not like either of them as much as this one. Perhaps I should just keep this one for a while longer. I just like making layouts. Html is a beast for some people, but I like it. I know I don't know how to do a tremendous amount of html tricks, but that is alright. I hope I will be able to be the layout editor for the Crier next year. That would be grand. But perhaps now I should make a new layout for AVS (one that has to do with the story, eh, Lizzy? ^^;)?

I read the following quote at Beliefnet yesterday evening.

"If one's thoughts towards spirituality
were of the same intensity as those towards love,
one would become a Buddha
in this very body, in this very life."
--from the Love Poems of the Sixth Dalai Lama

It reminded me of how I always jokingly say, "I am so not coming back!" and "Raphael-sama, even if I want to come back, do not let me!" But suppose this really is my last time? Would that not be grand? Or is there even a "last time?" Surely living in human form could not last forever. That would be hell. Well, actually I do believe this is hell. All hardships are faced here, after all.

Oh, I was talking to my mother about my last diary entry, and she said that she often will receive messages as well, especially in the laundry room ^^;. She told me that she sometimes even says out-loud, "I know, already!" to her guides when they speak ^^;. Silly mommy.

I have been listening to the Moby music video for Natural Blues all day (located here). It is absolutely amazing. Inspiring, even. I really like what I have heard of Moby so far, which is only 3 songs, but I would like to hear more. I shall see about obtaining a CD when funds are available.

There is so much snow outside today. First there was a big ice storm, then it snowed six inches or so. It is lovely outside.

Oh, I added a quotes page. I have been meaning to do so for some time.

-Leah

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