Across an Ocean of Dreams*

06.06.03 at 12:15 AM

Boring day. And a survey.

My Aunt Dottie told me today that Boomer is going to stay with us in Chicago! Kya~! I feel like such a fangirl. My Aunt Dottie said that I had better talk to Boomer, as he is a New Age practitioner as well. Exciting! I love guys who will talk about spirituality with me! *smile*

I am now in Mount Corel now in FFVII. Yay me. Took me forever earlier today to catch a bloody chocobo at the Chocobo Ranch. Ah, well.

I have to finish watching Horatio Hornblower tomorrow so I can give it back to my grandma on Sunday. It is very shounen-ai. It is quite amusing.

I feel so tired and lazy today. I have not done anything of importance, honestly. I really nee to finish cleaning my room.

The following survey is from here.

[Spell your first name backwards] = Hael.
[The story behind your username] = I was really into Final Fantasy VII when I picked my username, and I was especially infatuated with Reno, and since he is a turk...
[Are you a lesbian?] = 1/2.
[Where do you live?] = Springfield, IL.
[4 words that sum you up] = Spiritual, artsy, emotional... erm, and pervy.
[School] = I'm a senior in high school now, at SHG.
[Wallet] = I do not use one.
[Hairbrush] = I have several different ones: pink, green, and blue, all with soft bristles.
[Toothbrush] = It is blue and orange with soft bristles.
[Pillow cover] = All 3 are Harry Potter ^_^;.
[Blanket] = My comforter is Harry Potter, but then I have about 10 blankets that I have folded and stacked at the end of my bed.
[Facewash] = Vanilla scented.
[Street] = Briarcliff.
[Neighbors] = I honestly do not know any of them.
[Coffee cup] = A short but wide blue cup with white speckles. Though I do not drink coffee, just tea.
[Sunglasses] = I do not have any.
[Shoes] = I have several different pairs... One pair of sport blue, white and orange tennis shoes, then one pair of slick, black dress shoes, and several pairs of sandals, all with high heels.
[Handbag] = Smallish and black.
[Favorite top] = Hmm... probably my light brown Renaissance-style shirt.
[CD in stereo right now] = Ace of Base's "The Sign" CD.
[Tattoos] = None.
[Piercings] = One in each ear.
[What you are wearing now:] = Comfy blue jeans, tennis shoes, and my "Pervy Elf Fancier" T-shirt.
[Makeup/Beauty Products]: = I use concealer and powder... Only at school, though. At home, I do not take the time to put any one. It is not really necessary.
[Do you like candles] = Of course!
[Do you like hot wax] = Yes! I use it to close up envelopes and then I use a signet to seal the envelop. Neat stuff.
[Do you like incense] = In small quantities. Too much incense is just... too much.
[Do you like the taste of blood] = Um... not particularly... (lying)
[Do you believe in love] = Yes.
[Do you believe in soul mates] = Yes, but I believe one's soul mate is on the other side, not here.
[Do you believe in love at first sight] = No. I believe in lust at first sight, but not love.
[Do you believe in Heaven. Do you believe in Hell] = Heaven, yes. Hell, no.
[Do you believe in forgiveness] = Yes.
[Do you believe in God. Do you believe in the Devil] = God, yes. Devil, no.
[What do you want done with your body when you die] = I want to be buried in some romantic section of an old cemetery, a cemetery that is full of memory and shadow and dankness.
[What's the best gift anyone has ever given you?] = I suppose my life is gift enough. My parents obviously gave me that.
[What's your favorite insult?] = I have been using "suck an elf" lately. I really do not use "curse" words too often... I find then rather vulgar usually.
[What are you gonna do when you're older?] = Hopefully I will have an occupation that makes me happy, and also someone to love.
[How many songs do you have on your computer?] Over a hundred.
[What band are you listening to now] Ace of Base.
[Look out your window...tell me what you see] I am currently in a window-less room.
[If you could have any animal for a pet?] = A fluffy grey or white kitty.
[What is the latest you've ever stayed up?] I am not sure... Though I do remember once skipping going to bed altogether for one night.
I AM.... currently wanting someone to save me.
I KNOW.... that I am being too bitter.
I WANT.... love.
I HAVE.... too much going on in my head.
I WISH.... someone would love me.
I HATE....loneliness.
I LOVE.... my family and Lizzy. And Adhemar ^.^
I MISS.... being euphoric.
I FEAR.... rejection.
I HEAR.... Ace of Base.
I SEARCH FOR....love.
I WONDER.... if I'll ever get any.
I REGRET.... not much.
I ACHE.... when I am heartsick.
I CARE.... too much.
I ALWAYS.... pray every day.
I AM NOT.... conforming.
I DANCE.... ballroom-style.
I SING.... angsty chick music.
I CRY.... all the time.
I DO NOT ALWAYS.... brush my hair every day. Heh.
I FIGHT.... for things I believe in.
I WRITE.... poems and AVS.
I CONFUSE.... Jay with Satan. (Just kidding, Lizzy ^.^ *hugs Jay*)
I NEED.... affection. Someone give me a hug, please.
PREFERENCES:
Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla
Croutons or bacon bits: Bacon bits
Coffee or Tea: Tea
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
Tom Cruise or Brad Pitt: Brad Pitt. With long hair.
MEMORIES:
Happiest Memory: I do not know.
Saddest Memory: I would rather not speak of it.
Most Embarrassing Memory: I cannot say ^.^.
Scariest Memory: When Kenny had to go to the hospital when we lived in St. Louis. He had taken an unopened soda can and thrown it against our couch, and then it bounced back and hit him in the face, and he had a deep cut right above his lip. He had to get several stitches. My mom and I were frantic. I had to go out of the room because I was so emotional. My mom was holding Kenny, and Ian called my dad at work to come and pick us up to take us to the hospital.
PAST:
Where were you born: Springfield, IL.
Worst medical accident: Well... I broke my arm once. That is probably the worst that has happened to me...
First time you ever went on a plane: To go to Shoujocon in 2000. My, that was fun! I had to swallow every few seconds to release the pressure in my ears, though.
What was your worst fear as a child: Having an adult angry with me.
Did you ever suck your thumb: I do not recall. Probably not.
Have you ever been convicted of a crime: No.
What's the wackiest thing you did as a child?: Wackiest? Erm.. I was not exactly a wacky child...
What's the meanest thing you've ever said to anyone?: I do not know. Usually I am mean to Ian, but it is in a playful sense. I call him names all the time, in fact. Imbecile, mostly. It is all in good fun. He calls me names back.
FUTURE:
How long do you think you'll live? Hopefully not very long -_-;.
Do you think you'll have the same friends as now? I hope.
Do you want to be famous? Maybe.
Do you think you'll have the same personality when you're 60? Yes, only more wise and weary, I suppose.

-Leah

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