I was reading into the INFP personality analysis again, and I was looking at the section that described the INFP's ideal mate, an ENFJ, and that is dead-on as well.

Dear Goddess, I want a mate. I want a permanent relationship. I want to feel loved, to feel needed. I wish people would say to me that they love me, that they need me. My mother is really the only one that does that. I cannot expect my brothers to, for they do not think deep enough for that sort of thing, nor my father, because he is so reserved, anyway. I try to tell people that I love that they are needed, that they are loved.

I had a dream last night that I was accepted into an art college in Louisiana. New Orleans is one of my choices to go to school in, along with New York and Chicago, so that is probably what brought the dream about. I am a bit anxious about applying for college, though. I am really afraid of rejection more than anything.

Ian is gone for the night, staying over at a friends' house. I am a bit lonely. We have been spending evening together from 9 PM to 2 PM every night playing video games and watching movies. Yesterday, we finished playing Dracula Resurrection and we watched Dark Prince: The True Story of Vlad Dracula. Ian is liking Dracula right now, obviously, and that is nice. When he comes back, we are going to start playing Dracula: The Last Sanctuary and watch the version of Dracula with Keanu Reeves in it.

Well, at Elfwood, a moderator must review one's application form before one is allowed to join, and there are almost two thousand people in the queue ahead of me, so it may be a few days before my gallery will be up, but it will be alright.

Oh, I read some essays on The Metamorphosis and they said that the symbolism in the novel is the reverse transfiguration of Christ. Yeaaah. I wonder how people come up with these things. When I write something, I do not put symbolism in it (usually, anyway). I really wonder if some of these authors did not put symbolism in their works, and yet people find symbols where symbols were not intended to be.

Well, I should have figured it was a Christ thing, as one of the guidelines for symbolism-finding is: When in doubt, it's from the Bible.

I cried watching the 15th episode of Queer As Folk: Season 2 today. It was during Em's speech about George... it was just overly emotional... I was slightly uncomfortable with George and Em's relationship, but now that I have seen them together for several episodes, I am definitely okay with it. I feel ashamed for not be okay with it in the first place. Love is love, no matter who you are loving.

My dad and I have been looking at cars recently. There are a couple models that I am interested in, and hopefully I will have a car by the end of the month.