...Well, sometimes I just want to be Kain and ravage Shido, savvy? :P

I wish I had an RPG buddy of some sort. Preferably a Nightwalker one. Kain/Shido is one of my favorite couples, after all.

I want to find a yaoi buddy, to be completely honest. I think I have lost my previous one, so I need a new one. Well, I shall have to seek one out online.

Tomorrow (or today rather, as it is past midnight -_-;) is my first day off in a while. I have been to school several times, to yoga, to many places, and I am simply worn out.

Speaking of yoga, it was really good earlier tonight. At the beginning of class, I felt so grounded; it was amazingly nice. I felt as if I had roots, as if I was not meant to move from the ground, as if I had no worries. Yoga is great.

I was going to go over to Liz's to retrieve my Hornblower tapes, but my mom insisted that I not do so. My dad e-mailed her dad about it, but he never replied. Hell, we do not know if he even works at LRS anymore. I would call her, but she never picks up the phone, and I do not like talking to answering machines. Plus, the last time I called, which was quite a long time ago, she hurriedly got me off the phone because she had to watch TV. You know how great that makes me feel? 'I can't talk now, the TV is more important than you.' That's just peachy.

My mom and I have been talking about her lately.

I procrastinate. I need to finish AVS. I have started, but have not had the chance to finish. I will soon. Maybe tonight.

Tonight was my cousin David's birthday party. It was short and sweet. Everyone else who had not seen my car yet got a chance to, and they all loved it.

The next family birthday party is mine. Yay ^__^. My birthday is on September 3rd, which is a Wednesday... We cannot have the party the weekend after because that is the weekend of I-con. Maybe the weekend before? I do not know. My mom can figure it out.

I do know some of my presents so far, though. My mom bought me a whole bunch of pirate garb. Pirate shirts, pirate shoes, a pirate bracelet, etc. Arrr!

Well, I am really in a daze. I am tired and stressed, and in need of a playmate. Ian has helped a little with that. We went out for ice cream two days ago, which was fun. He is fun to be around.

My shoulders are killing me. I hold so much tension there, so they hurt often. Yoga helps a bit.